the ending…

…of a beautiful love

…of a sweet romance

…of pure simple sweetness

…of the damned vicious cycle.

and all comes full cycle.

i love u much. have been true n sincere. im sorry.

i didnt know it could hurt this much. i tot i was goin to save u from all future hurts. didnt know i was the one who was goin to hurt u so much. 1 out of 3 proportion of torture.

i wish upon the star that u and i will share a life together and that i may bring u joy n happiness in a beautiful sweet romance.

i love u.

the startin

Trapped in a world of hyprocracy… Drained every drop of my soul.

Chained in a world of politics… Curlin every drop of my blood.

Bonded in a world where words were more sinister than knives… Disgusted to the very core of my bones.

I seek refuge under the safe wings of my mother, the cosyness of the BackRoom makes everything feels right again.

 and this is only the beginning.

broken…. repair me? condemn me?

drawn into the world of puns n lies.

where do i start where do i end?

i lose myself.

drawn to the lust of money and power.

where do i stand where do i fall.

i succumbed myself.

drawn to the darkeness of all i despise.

where do i rot, where do i demise?

i destroy myself.