MY reality

I grew up in a household of 3 generations of female.. 1 woman each.

So where are the men?

My grandfather is living with his second wife.

My father is living with his second wife.

I am off course not yet married.

My first boyfriend( who trophied my first kiss): kissed another girl when he was still tryin to get me into bed.

My second boyfriend: courted me to win a bet of 12 packs of cigerretts.

My third boyfriend: Flirted sexually with another girl on ICQ. Insists on boys night out so that he can approach other girls. Gave me infection and still insisted that he didnt sleep with someone else.

Had a friend's bf askin me if I wanna be his 2nd girlfriend.

Had another guy who slept with me while he was havin a girlfriend.

And I'm still encountering guys who wants to cheat on their girlfriends.

Tell me how am I supposed to have faith that boyfriends or husbands will not cheat on me?

How am I suppossed to trust?

This is the kind of reality I live in.